You can all play the roles of saints, I'll be the devil.

I don't really wanna discuss what I went through for the past few days. But I don't wanna act like it didn't exist.

All I can say is, I've lost total respect for some people and I'm really disappointed in some people whom I thought they are friends that know me well enough. I was glad that some people understand what I went through and some made me feel better after conversations.

And you people just have to know that I'm a bad, bad loser. I've always been like this.