Blue.

Haven't blogged for a while.

So many things happened recently, that made me realize a lot.

It's strange how realization only comes after I had been through everything. Am I dumb? Am I slow? Why is it that I always do things without thinking about the consequences and only come to realize and regret at the very end?

Sometimes I really, really, really feel very helpless. Maybe it has gotta do with my lack of good friends.

Oh well, I guess really need someone to talk to. Someone whom I trust. Someone who will hopefully lend his/her ears to me.

Geez, this sound so much like a plea. You're weak, Chanyu. You are really weak.



It's not right, not okay.
Say the word that you say.
Maybe we're better off this way.