This post is about my low self-esteem. Haha. As you might know, almost all of my friends are popular in school. Here's some of them:
Nicholas
Jisiang
Hanyong
Yongjin
If you are in my school, I think you will at least know Jisiang and Hanyong. I tell you, go inside my school, ask anyone whther they know Jisiang. "Yes" will be the answer for most of the sec 2s to 5s. Ask the girls of Sec 2 and 3 who is Nicholas and Yongjin. They will sure point them out for you. If this is not enough, check out their friendster. None of them have less then 150 friends. That's a awful lot. Jis and Hanyong even made it to over 200 friends. Their testimonials are like a waterfall. Never stop flooding.
I once read an article about O blood type people like to be in the limelight. That's untrue. To me, being in the limelight just makes me nervous, quiet and wishing to get out of it soon. Lucky for me, I wasn't like them. I don't have the requirements to be popular. First of all, I don't have the looks. Okay, among Jis, Hanyong, Nicholas, Yongjin and me, I'm almost counted as an insult to their group. They are the handsome people, man. Girls go crazy over them. Secondly, I don't socialise. Socialising is not my cup of tea. I don't dare to talk to people. It's hard for me to open my mouth. Thirdly, I don't have a special talent in anything. Everything I do, there will always be a friend better then me.
Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow self-esteem! Haha.
I just read Johnathon's fanfic again. Nice sia. I'll never get bored of it. Haha. I hope that I can write like him sia. I remembered that I once asked him to work with me on a fanfic. He think of the story, I write it. But after nearly two months, I think he forgot all about it already. Haha.
Short post today. Bye. =)
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